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A Freaking busy Saturday

Last saturday was a freaking busy saturday. Woke up early and received a call from a crazy woman. hahahahaha, the most crazy woman that i ever know. ( i think you know who are you:P). Anyways, she drove me to kepong to have a blood donation. then i was thinking what the heck. my as well since i am so free. Went there and meet some of her friends and she just left me there. How could you.... So bad. Anyways, after gone through all those test, finally i was lying on the bed to let the nurse to do the job. I really regreatted it. Cause the stupid nurse really did a bad job. I wonder how can she graduate. She just poke the needle inside my arm and basically she was having a hard time looking for the blood veins. Instead of taking the needle out and research for it. she was basically playing sewing game with the needle underneath my arm skin. the best part is that when i shouted, she still have the nerves in asking me whether it is painful. HELLO are you stupid, obviously it's painful right. it's not that i am dead or what. Imagine a F*** needle inside you and swimming around. Damn it. Anyways, i TAHAN and finally it was over. How i wish now i have a camera with me and snap the photo to let everyone see. Cause now there is this big blue black spot on my arm.really damn ugly. I***** invited me to play some card games with the friends and luckily it was worth it. Cause i won RM 60 ringgit hahahahaah. Well We had a good time.

Later on, This crazy woman suddenly have this idea of doing our manicures and padicures. well i was thinking , since we have nothing much to do. My as well. But i really regretted, cause i end up having a striking blue color nails. &^*%)#^%*#). No thanks for I****. IK shouldn't have listen to her in letting her to choose the color for me. Now i am like the laugh and hot topic. &*(_(^*%^%&^%$^#%&*$#... Anyways, we went to Laundry to have a drink with my friends and we really had a good time. Was dancing like mad cause it's been quite sometime. All in all, both of us had a good time, even though in the end, someone started puking. HAHAHAHAH :P

It all started with a pinch

Hahaha, you know what. Was talking to Jeren  today and he  show me this picture. Look at his hand. It all started with a pinching fight in the office. Sorry lah Jeren, i didn't know that it was that bad. I didn't expect this, and look at this msn.

JeR3n...~ says:
hi slut
Caryn says:
i am not a slut
Caryn says:
at least not now anymore
Caryn says:
i retired from that already
~JeR3n...~ says:
my hand is all bruised up
~JeR3n...~ says:
because of you!
Caryn says:
hahahahaha
Caryn says:
hello don't blame me
Caryn says:
it's just one spot ok
Caryn says:
i am sorry ok
Caryn says:
didn't meant it
~JeR3n...~ says:
let me show u ok!
  Caryn says:
i didn't do anything. just one spot
~JeR3n...~ says:
look at this!
Caryn says:
oh shit
Caryn says:
did i really do that?
~JeR3n...~ says:
then!
Caryn says:
ok next time when i see you, i will bring some ice ok
Caryn says:
and cream
Caryn says:
sorry
Caryn says:
thousand apologies
~JeR3n...~ says:
yah yah!
~JeR3n...~ says:
i'll make sure u remember this!
~JeR3n...~ says:
wahahahaha
Caryn says:
sorry, i  meant it ok
Caryn says:
i really did not know that i was that hard
~JeR3n...~ says:
now u know ur strength!
~JeR3n...~ says:
evil!

Caryn says:
you started it what
Caryn says:
okok, i promise that i won't pinch you anymore
~JeR3n...~ says:
i didn't pinch till u blue black lo!
Caryn says:
i didn't know ok
~JeR3n...~ says:
evil!!!!!!!!!!
Caryn says:
sorry lah
~JeR3n...~ says:
i will remain this tag for as long as i can!
Caryn says:
you don't need to let the whole world knows about it right
Caryn says:
what tag?
~JeR3n...~ says:
my msn tag line!
~JeR3n...~ says:
kekekeke
Caryn says:
heh you should send me this picture. hahaha
Caryn says:
then i can write a blog about it
Caryn says:
and just to say how sorry am i
~JeR3n...~ says:
yes u shud!
~JeR3n...~ says:
no need!
~JeR3n...~ says:
fake apologies!
~JeR3n...~ sends:

    Open(Alt+P)
~JeR3n...~ says:
i will not entertain!
Caryn says:
hello i mean it ok
Caryn says:
i am really sorry
Caryn says:
i am not as bad as you think i am ok
~JeR3n...~ says:
u are not bad
~JeR3n...~ says:
just evil!
Caryn says:
i am not evil ok
Caryn says:
compare to you
Caryn says:
did you show him about this
Caryn says:
and start cursing me?
~JeR3n...~ says:
of course i show this to everyone!
Caryn says:
oh shit
~JeR3n...~ says:
simon, kew shermz and yk!
~JeR3n...~ says:
and my bro!
~JeR3n...~ says:
tonite will be desmond!
Caryn says:
oh fuck
Caryn says:
no wonder i was sneezing like mad over here
  ~JeR3n...~ says:
i'll make sure i wear short sleeve and everyone as me abt it!
Caryn says:
then you will start saying that the bitch caryn did this to me isn't it
~JeR3n...~ says:
wahahaha!
Caryn says:
evil
~JeR3n...~ says:
of course!
Caryn says:
you are worst than me
~JeR3n...~ says:
the most evil of all!
~JeR3n...~ says:
i am!

OK, this is what you get when you hurt someone. hahahahaha. Sorry lah jeren, didn't really mean it ok. This lesson is to teach you not to mess with a woman. Hahahahah. There goes, and he is going to show everyone and start cursing me:P.  so boys and girls. Don't play around with your strength and this is what you will get at the end.

Unexpected trip to genting

This is like a memory to remember and something that i will never do. Can you believe it. went out with a gf of mine for dinner Tuesday, and then after that we met with her bf for a drink. Were talking about rubbish and bitching the whole day. then suddenly the bf said that we should make a trip to Genting highlands, and i was like WTF, it's was 10 something then, and then i had an appointment the next day at 9. then i told them to go ahead, cause i do not want to be a light bulk. But anyways, i thought that that was it. We went of the restaurant later and then the bf was driving and i thought they were sending me back.

Then after a while, i notice that there were driving to somewhere which i was not familiar with, and i asked them where are we going. Suddenly they told me that we are going up to genting, and i was like WHAT?????? Are you kidding me? In my head i was thinking, shit, i was being conned into a car and going up to genting. Anyways, my gf told me that we were just going to have a drink at starbucks and then we will be leaving. Then i was thinking, ok.. It won't take that long.

After we were at startbucks enjoying the drink. Suddenly the bf went somewhere and dissapear. Anyways, we can't be bother for the moment, cause i was freaking cold, as i was wearing this really thin clothes. I was basically hugging myself and seriously even though it was only 16 degree celcius, i just felt really really cold.

The bf came back with some movie tickets, and it was for the movie'night in the museum' and the show only starts at 1,45am. Oh my god. That was my first reaction. Then i was thinking, am i able to be back to kl on time for the appointment. But then, i can't do anything, cause since he already bought the tickets, i don't have a choice but to follow right?

It was pretty nice in the cinema, cause they have all these OSIM message chairs in the front row, and only three of us was occupying it. It was pretty fun and cool, cause for that few hours, we were bascially just sitting there messaging and watching the movie. It turn up to be a really relax night. BTW, did i tell you guys what time we reach KL? I know that the bf was driving really fast, but i can't be bother with it, cause i was too tired and fell asleep in the car. And the best part is that, i really feel like vomitting and trying really hard to hold it, cause i was thinking it's not really that good to ask them to stop in the middle of the road. So i slept. And when we reach KL, it was 6 in the morning. I was too tired, until i just felt asleep and it was like a night mare when i woke up at 8, cause my eyes are all dark and tired. But anyways, i think all in all, it's worth it , hehehehehe at least i have the change to get messages for the few hours.

KL night life

KL night life. Sometimes you wonder where did all the people go to during at night, especially at night. It seems that kl is really a non slepping city. YOu can see most of the pubs are full of people especially during at night. Went out to dinner yesterday with some friends, and then we decided to go over to laundry for a drink. Look at the crowd,It's pack with people. no wonder so many people are broke hahahahah. It's either that or people in KL is really earning a lot. But then, i doubt so. hahaha.

But then, it's such a noisy place. I told my friend, we can't even talk there, cause it's full of people and then they had this football thing going on. It;s damn noisy. It's seems to be a trend now in kl, everyone just enjoy the open air. See even a pub have open air. What is this. But then it's cool also, cause after you have a lot of drinks, you tend to get really hot and then we need the air... the fresh air. Anyways, friends thank you for the night. really enjoyed the company.

A walk down memory lane

Ever though of having a normal life and would like to always remain in our comfort zones, but the problem is that just isn't possible. There are always things happening in our lifes. The wheels of life roll and when they do, sometimes we are up and sometimes we are down. It's been a long two months for me, everything seems to be happening around and unexpectaly. I really learned a lot this months and it actually open my eyes and able to see clearly how fake can people be, and sometimes how a life can turn in just a short while.

in just a few months, i lost some of my friends and at the same time i gain a few really close friends who i will really appreciate them in my life. People getting married, people seperated, people finding someone dear to them, people dissapointed and people being happy. It just makes me realise that time really flies by and life will not stop for you. It will just go by without you knowing what had happend and what had you done to contribute to this life. i learned something really meaningful from a few friends recently. The problem with me is that i am always not satisfied with what i have and tends to always complain and compare to others. always not happy with myself and tends to lost my sense of confidence. Thanks to them, they really thought me something about life. Always open up your eyes and open up yourself to see the colours of life. This world is full of wonderful things and life can be as colourful as you want it to be. But you have to make it happen and not letting every minute pass by withouth any meaning.

Was at home the whole day today. No one was around, was just lying on the bed and clearing my head of thoughts and to think positive things. Was trying to surround myself in positivity and focus on whats going on in my head. Just at time's it gets hard to think of ways to remove the unwanted thoughts and negativity.Thinking that the quitness and the openess of the room would help and allow myself to defuse. It works to a point but not all the thoughts are removed there just not as loud or strong as before anymore. There are too many things in my mind and just like my friends had told me. It shows from my face that i have too many thoughts and i am just getting myself worrying lots of things.

The strongest thought that has a hard time dissipating is the thought of being alone and single. Unfortunately when you go out to any places, you will always see the places not only are there full with couples, walking hand in hand or kissing, babies and weddings. To walk this life path alone and being alone is not easy. Always wanted to find ways in getting those thoughts of being alone away, but it just simple can't go away so easily. To me,happiness is harder to gain when it involves someone who doesn't yet know you exist.

Seeing the people planning to get married, looking at people getting someone who treasures them and loves them. It just makes me wonder when is God sending my angle to my life. Have tried a lot of ways to get my mind away from this. No doubt that i have a few really close friends who really cares and also my family, but looking at the love birds just makes you wonder when is your turn, or will there be an angel for me at all. Looking back at the past, all the relationships had make it really difficult for me, cause like what XXX had told me, i tend to always put criteria towards everyone that i meet. I know that it's so unfair but then, because of all those sad memories, it tend to make me to be a stronger person and also a person who are over careful with everyone that i meet. it sound so selfish but is that a good way in helping me to protect myself getting hurt again? How many times do i have to get hurt until the right angel appears in front of me. This is something that i have to learn. To really open up myself and learn to accept everythings that comes to me. To those who have found their angle of their life. Congratulations and remember one thing, nice people dont come everyday, appreciate what you have and never let it go. I am still seeking for my angle and hope that one day it will happen and my friends are able to share the happiness with me.

Friends, that is the most important issue in my life now. I always believe in making everyone around me happy no matter how far it will take me. I treasured everyone around me, but things had happen that i started to question myself," is it worth it?" why can't everyone be as sincere and accept everything that someone had done for you? Is friendship something that can be used? it's really a great dissapointment to me when i found out that the person that i really care and helped for the past few months actually betray me. What did i do to deserve all these? Is God trying to teach me a lesson? What will you do when someone cares and were there for you when you are in the difficult time. What will you do when that particular person gave you all the comfort, friendship and thrust to you? How could someone just turn their back and saying bad things like you are using them after what i have done for them? I really don't understand how evil some people can be. it really hurts my heart, because after everything that i had done, it was not being appreciated but i was being hurt deeply. It really shows to me how people can change easily and do something else to ruin people's life and also happiness.

Friends are really hard to get nowadays, especially dear friends. But anyways, i am thankful that even though i lost one, i gain back a few. I really wanted to thank God for that. Heh friends, if you know who you are. I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me for this two monts, making me happy and giving the hope back to my life. I really appreciate that.

                

Where are all the nice guys!!!!

This is a question that most of us girls will ask. Cause most of my friend will say that it's really hard to get nice guys, Cause it's either they are taken or most of them are gays. SO what is LEFT for us??? Does that mean that we have to change our preference or just get stuck with all those losers? Well a lot of people will say that it's always unfair cause all these nice guys are always taken by all the good lo0oking girls. What about those of us who are normal looking but with BRAINS? Does that really scare them away? What is wrong with us?

It is always so unfair, cause if you are a really sexy and good looking female, guys will be paying to respond to YOU..It's not a problem for them at all.

Anyways, for me, i always think that we should look at the broader picture, you need to realize that it's better to not go out with anyone than waste your time on jerks...there's nothing that says you will die if you don't have a boyfriend, or a date...best thing to do is focus on developing your life, your interests, your future...more suitable guys will appear naturally as you meet them just by doing the things you want to do...i'd also go to the bookstore and get a book on self-esteem; it may explain why you're willing to settle for less than you deserve....nice guys are out there, but you need to be patient, while in the meantime upgrading yourself mentally, emotionally, and physically, so you'll be better equipped to attract their attention, or if necessary, live happily without them...

Things are always changing everyday in this world and so are people. So just live happily everyday and don't get worry about what will happen in future. I always tell myself to live everyday like there is no tomorrow and you will be happy always. Cheers

Eason Chan and a puncture Tire?

Well, Ting Ting, Nora and I went to see Eason Chan last saturday in Picollo Gallerai when he came down for the signatory concert. It was fun. We have some trouble at first in searching where is it, since all of us are not really sure about the places near Bukit Bintang. Anyways, we manage to find it, but unfortunately when we were there, it was filled with people and it was really difficult for us to get into the rings. But anyways, we manage to get in and saw Eason Chan. Man!!!! he was cool with the nice hairstyle. We manage to get a few photos but it was not really clear, but no worries, i told Ting Ting that we will get more photos when he is in town for his concert during August. Isn't it Ting? Cause we got the most expensive ticket, and it better to be good!!!!!

It was an experience for me , cause i haven't seen him in person before. Anyways, after that trip, it was just none stop of eason's songs in the car, cause we have to get ready for the CONCERT man!!!!!.

Well we came back and it was bad news. My friends Ben and Eddie came over to pay me a visit, and found out that i had a flat tire. MAN!!!! I didn't even notice it when i drove back, cause i never had a flat tire before.  I had a look and found that there was this small nail stuck inside the tire. What luck is it man.

Anyways, it was really nice of them to offer to change the tire for me. But it was a really bad experience, cause the jet couldn't manage the weight of the car and the car fell down, and Eddie was unlucky to get his hand hurt. Eddie. Sorry about that, hope that your hand is ok now. Hopefully there is not much damange. But we learn a really good lesson now, which is never change the tires on the sloop. Always do it on the flat place.  Anways, i should really say thank to you Ben, cause he used a lot of effort just to help me to change the tire, we end up taking a few jets, but still couldn't get the car high up enough to put the spare tire on. What a hidious looking tire. It was YELLOW color. my goodness, what an ugly looking one. Anyways, just wanted to say thanks to both of them. If it's not you guys, i don't think that i will notice about the tire and will just keep on driving. heheheheh silly me

Men!!! A scary night caused by a man

It all started with a few shocking knocks on my door!!!!!.... It's like someone trying to hit his head aginst the door.  it was really late a night, and i heard the knocks ... it was scary.... I asked shah whether she heard that or not. But unfortunately no.. cause she was taking her bath

It suddenly came to my mind that it must be my housemate who did that. Cause normally when he is drunk, he will just tend to do all these stupid things, and loves to annoy us...

We were preparing to go down for a movie with TIng Ting. But after the knock, i was really afraid, because i am not prepared with face with all the cursing and screaming from the drunken master.....

Anyways, i got Shah to called Ting Ting and informed her about the situation and we decided to cancel out movie night. Shah suggested to watch the movie in my room since i got these really cool surround sound system in my room. but .... HAIIIIIIII!!!!!! it just happens that we left all the dvds downstair. Desperate situation need despearate measures. So what i did was i try my best and went down to get it as quite as possible.  Shah was afraid that i will bump into him, and suggested me to hold the water bottle along... just in case, i can used that to bang his head, so that there is no confrontation with the drunken master.

But anyways, everything went smooth and we manage to enjoy a nice movie- yours, mine and ours....

The story here is to teach you not to stay with people who gets drunk easily,..... if not , you will have to face with all these consequences... hahahahaahah

Sorry lahBuddy!!!!!. Just a joke

A night out with a whole bunch of cool ppl

It was during last Sunday night when i spend a whole night with a bunch of cool people in a hotel room. Can you belive it? A whole bunch of people cram in one room, But it was fun though. I was not feeling really well that day, as you can see from the picture. Goodness, i still don't understand why i can post this picture here, cause i look so stone and blur. hahahahah..... What to do, Sick what.... Anyways, that was me, ET, Mel, and wani... This is a bunch of friends that i just got to know through Nora, and they are really friendly and cool. Thanks guys, i had a great time the other night with you all. Sorry that i have to go back early, cause i was really sick and have to work the next day. But it was a good memory for me.  Cheers.

Farewell Deez

Just wanted to say farewell Deez. She is the cute girl in blue and pink in the pic. Shah, i know that you will miss your sister a lot. But heh, i believe that you guys will always keep contact... Well, the stories starts like that. Before dee dee fly off to New Zealand, we have a party a few days before that. So while we were waiting and getting ready in my place. We were so bored and dee came up with a good idea in having a make up session for Shah. hahahaha..... Damn.. that was fun. See Shah's pretty face in the picture with make up? Ala, mate.... we didn't really force you isn't it? No need to give us that geram face. heheeh. You look cute....

But anyways, shah can't really take it cause she is not used to the make up. So after that, she just washes it off. Apa lah you, shah, waste the effort and make up...... GERAMNYA!!!!!!!! Well, i think this is a really pretty photo with pretty girls in there, don't you think so? Hahahah, PERASAN!!!!!

Well, Dee dee is no in NZ, and we do miss her a lot. Sorry dee, i know i was at the airport also, but you are in the departure hall and i was in the arrival hall picking up some stupid ppl. Hahahahah..... just kidding. Wanted to go up to say bye to you, but was too shy, cause Shah told me that there was nearly 30 over ppl sending you. So i think i will just have to say bye to you in my heart, cause i am afraid that i will cry.*SNIFF*SNIFF*..... Well, althought i don't really know you that well, but like shah, you are still the cute little sister in my heart. Do take care of yourself in NZ, and heh... if you happens to see any cute guys, remember to bring back some for us huh, ok? Hehehehe..... Cause there are no cute guys here in Malaysia lah.... Kesian nya.....

Gambling Session

Ok. I know you all are getting bored with this, but I just wanted to share my wonderful experience in gambling. Well since the guys came down to

ipoh

for CNY, I told them, that it is a custom for us Chinese to gamble during the new year. Everyone is new to this idea except for shah since she has Chinese blood in her. Well, the guy you see in the picture is lam, my cousin brother. And thanx to him, I won a lot of money this new year. Shah and I teamed up and won a lot too. I would say that it was close to RM700. I know it is peanuts but man I did not have to worry bout my makan money for this whole month. Man, if only you guys were here. Yup!!! Cheers lam!! Ya right, that was like the happy moment just for that few days. Cause after that, I just have to give everything to my mom….@&%^(%^$%(%&%(&. Damn, shouldn’t let her know, there goes all my winning money man. Double DAMN %^&($%$%^$(.

Anyways, we were enjoying ourselves and basically Elly got a new nick name. The POKER FACE. Hahaha, that is because she is always calm and there wasn’t any reaction on the face when she wins or lose. But I think most of us got our winning and we were all happy. But you know who is the big winner? Who else? The one with the most money in the picture lah.

Cute Guy in Town!!!

Ahhhh!!!!! This is the best part of the Chinese new Year, and I just remembered it. Oh My God!! How can I leave that out? I have to share with you all. I think my coolest buddies knows about it cause they were with me….. hahahaha… Well it was really embarrassing at the first place. But just said that I had a really good experience and I won’t forget about it. Can you believe it? Talking to a really good looking Australian who happens to be in

Ipoh

, and yes, I mean really GOOD LOOKING…. Well, I know this picture is really blurry, but he is damm cool and JUST TOO GOOD LOOKING for the eyes. I just can’t get him out of my brains and heh, a girl have to do what a girl have to do…..heh mates… you girls will know what I mean right? Since you girls are there with me. But bad news to you all mates,,,, You want to know it? Well, then you just have to keep and keep on reading. That is the trick……By the way, his name is David. Well, it’s a simple name. But, what the hack… he is still a hotty to me.

Well it all happens like this. Since the gang was down in

Ipoh

, so I thought of bringing them to this really cool place- INDULGENCE… That is like my favorite spot where they serve really nice food and the ambiance is really cool. Check out the interior man.

Isn’t that cool? That is me, Elly, Shah(who always have this things with picture… heh mate? I know you have the hots for him lah, but can you just keep your touch in ????):P and that is Nora at the end(the one in pink)…..

Ya, we had a great meal at that place. Mmmmm… let me think…. Well, we started with bake potatoes with lamb and cheese, spaghetti (macadamia nuts and turkey), roast chicken, pizza with bacon and nuts, herb bread and ice cream. Man… that was really filling and I mean it. Can’t you guys see the happy smile on our face? Basically, we are all happy.

Oh, here comes the story….

Shah: Heh Caryn, what are you looking at mate?

Me: Guys, check out the kitchen man. There is this really good looking guy there in the chef uniform…. Damn!!! He is hot man….

Nora: Oh my God!! Why can’t you guys just stop checking out people and have a decent meal?

Elly: Where? Who are you guys referring to?

Shah: Wow, he is really good looking…. No wonder the food is so nice.

Nora: Aiya, heh since you guys are like going goo goo ga ga with him, why don’t I just go and get the phone number from him?

Nora stand up from her sit and wanted to walk towards the kitchen…….

Me: No! No! It’s so embarrassing….. It’s ok. I think I will just sit here and admired his looks

Shah(who always wanted to dare people, heheheh): I dare you Nora. Go!!!!!!!!!!

Nora just walked towards the kitchen and basically I just chicken out and can’t stand it anymore. Heheheh. Sorry lah friends, but this is really tooooo embarrassing. So, I just walked out from the restaurant and get a fresh air outside. Nora came out after that and was basically teasing me…

Nora: Heh mate. What happen to you? I was telling him just now that my friend in pink thinks that you are really cute, and he was looking but you were not around.

Me: WHAT??? Nora? How can you do that? Oh My God!!!!! I don’t want to go inside liao

But anyways ... after we go in…

Shah: Caryn. Where did you go? He was looking just now and waving and us,,, and since you are not around. I just pointed to him that you walked and I just wave back to him… Wow. He actually smile at me man….

Me: Damn!!!! Basically I left that out right? Never mind lah

Well, yes, I know… Elly is always quite… Cause she is too busy eating the chicken….

Kan

Elly??? Hehehehehee….. Nolah, basically she is just lying her eyes on David. Heheheheheh…. The silent killer.. Sorry ah Ell. Main Main aja….

Anyways, after we got the hoha after the David issue, we just sat down and talk… but you know what?????

Me: Heh guys, don’t look but David is looking over at this side, hehehehe and he ia waving to me man… malu nya…….

Basically my face blushed

But heh…. You gals want to know the most interesting part when you gals were not around? A little secret that you all doesn’t know…hehehehehe…. Well basically I went back to Indulgence the next day with my cousins- Deryk and Patrick.

And guess what!!! It happens David was out from the kitchen and he was helping near the bar. Since we know the owner of the place- Aunty Julie, we just talked to her and wished her a Happy Chinese New Year. Well kekekeke… saw David and was talking to him and basically I introduce myself and you know what the best part is? HE SHAKES HANDS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh My Goodness, I am not going to wash my hands after that…..I was out of words and my cousins were saying that I was sick…… But anyways, gals, don’t get jealous. Nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh :p:p:p:p

Well, what the hack. At least I had a fun time and got to know that at least THERE ARE STILL GOOD LOOKING GUYS IN IPOH!!!!!!!! But sadly, there are not Malaysian.